Gah i am in serious need of a body massage! not only is my back and neck aching, so is my brain. to date, i have about 4 three thousand word essays to get crackin to. Dateline? Late March/April! Absolutely absurd.tell me about it.. note to self: recheck and write up a 'to do list' before hitting the sack. Second week of school is barely starting and the first thing that flows out of each lecturers mouth is "Class, the assignment guidelines and format is on the first page of your textbook." WHUTTTTT? r u srs.Its just the first lesson! This school thing is literally a crash course y'know..

oh and i just found out that one of my relatives dad has passed away due to a motorcycle accident. although i am not as close to their family, the news saddened me deeply just because i know of how close the relationship of girls are to their dad. it has been a truly shocking tragic news as the last time i saw the parents was at my cousin's wedding a few weeks back. i think I'm gonna go for the funeral tomorrow. i can only imagine their loss. well i don't literally exclaim of my love for my dad, however i can only imagine the pain of losing the backbone of the family. My prayers are with them through this difficult time.

I've been an emotional wreck as of late. i hope its a sign of the month. been eating like crazy. yesterday when i met Nadia for dinner, i actually had western food at the school cafeteria for lunch like an hour before that.chicken cutlet. and then we had dinner at Charcos and you guessed right, i had chicken yet again. i can eat chicken like all the time. then we went grocery shopping and i just realised that i am craving for YAMI YOGURT. I WANT YAMI YOGURT!!! ok confirm time of the month.

eiw i just puked a little in my throat. i am still getting used to this new lappy! its super duper kawaii and it rocks so bad. and bloody hell my old lappy is like super fast and okay already. make me feel a little guilty sia! but anyways i already transferred most of the data's into the new lappy so i'm officially switching over. The only thing that i've not get used to is the screen. its kinda small. i like big things. the bigger the better. lol. but its okay. the chio-ness and the specs of it win!

Oh my god. talking about specs, nadia and balqis went crazy with the youcamera shiz on this lappy when the came over the other night.i think its the time. it was around 1-4 AM in the morning.(they left at 5AM. haha)(nadia setan siak ajak ajak ayam "you guys come over to my house ah..im baking. bagos ah korang tak nak datang, i dont want you guys to watch me bake.) they took like the funniest photos ever and set it on my sidebar as shuffle. today i took the liberty of spending half an hour just staring at it shuffling. its fucking funny siak. will post them up when i have the energy ok?

gots to go. actually not to sleep but more like continue surfing. i havent surf ONTD for like how many weeks sia i'm quite scared to open it. confirm the next time i look at the time its 6AM. CONFIRM.

dad i need new jeans and shoes.(my loafers da koyak kat belakang- sedih) mom i need laptop cover,battery laptop dengan your baju butterfly colour black and white. thanks :) (nadia nanti aku curik kan kau satu sebab mak aku beli 3 hahahah)